The space between them is small enough that that minute shortening of it is enough to strangle something in Kazuya's throat. His grip tightens just a notch in reaction, putting skin-to-skin contact even closer together from wrist to fingertip. His eyelashes flutter short behind his glasses as he looks down at Nabe.
"Now there's a shocker, you not knowing something," he teases, soft in the space. "My roommate's not usually in around now," he offers, wondering if that's unfair, if that's putting something too heavy on him. "But I'm sure we can find somewhere, if you don't... want to," he continues, trailing off with a little uncertainty.
His fingers twitch against Nabe's, and suddenly he feels like his palms have to be pond-slick. He swallows, and hopes it's not obvious, but knows it probably is.
"And then what?" Hisashi thinks to himself, too many theoretical dead-ends and bad outcomes buzzing in his head. But Miyuki's tenderness is new, and he's curious, desperately curious, so he puts the math to rest and looks for trust instead.
He brushes his thumb past Miyuki's knuckle as reassurance, for both of them. "That's fine," he starts, stumbles a little on it, "I don't mind."
He waits, weak with hope, and breathes out heavy worry, Nabe's thumb grounding him. The start-stop-start again rattles him a little, but it shouldn't be a surprise he's not alone on new ground. He shifts his weight, a corner of his mouth twitching.
"I'm... glad," he says, because he is. It's awkward with a certain uncertainty, and he shakes off the admission, itching with that constant urge to move forward, leave anything less than ironclad and untouchable behind. Because it's Nabe, though, he tries to do it slowly. "C'mon, then, before we freeze standing up." He moves carefully toward the dugout's entrance, his hand slipping slowly - regretfully - from Nabe's. It feels colder than it had before: he tucks his fingers into his pockets to stave it off.
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"Now there's a shocker, you not knowing something," he teases, soft in the space. "My roommate's not usually in around now," he offers, wondering if that's unfair, if that's putting something too heavy on him. "But I'm sure we can find somewhere, if you don't... want to," he continues, trailing off with a little uncertainty.
His fingers twitch against Nabe's, and suddenly he feels like his palms have to be pond-slick. He swallows, and hopes it's not obvious, but knows it probably is.
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He brushes his thumb past Miyuki's knuckle as reassurance, for both of them. "That's fine," he starts, stumbles a little on it, "I don't mind."
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"I'm... glad," he says, because he is. It's awkward with a certain uncertainty, and he shakes off the admission, itching with that constant urge to move forward, leave anything less than ironclad and untouchable behind. Because it's Nabe, though, he tries to do it slowly. "C'mon, then, before we freeze standing up." He moves carefully toward the dugout's entrance, his hand slipping slowly - regretfully - from Nabe's. It feels colder than it had before: he tucks his fingers into his pockets to stave it off.